Mom

Dear Mom:

You are gone from me in this life. It hurts. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I belong nowhere. I have no one close by to turn to. I sometimes don't care if I wake up or not the next day. Life doesn't have as much meaning to me since you died. If I could turn back time, I would. I would change all sorts of things. I would take your sickness. More people need you more than me. I would live in MI instead of CA. I'd not have lost contact with you for the length of time that I did. I miss you so much. I love you even more. Your last days, hours, minutes that I had with on this earth in the end will never be enough.

Xoxo forever and always,
Nay