Did anyone ever tell you?

Did anyone ever tell you that having a child can cause you the worst heartache you have experienced? Worse than any of your most heart wrenching breakups? On the other hand, mothers seem to have the unlimited capacity to forgive. I have caused this heartache to my own mother. Both of my sisters have caused our mother this heartache. She has forgiven all of us. I have experienced this heartache from my own daughter. The pain is fresh. I still love her. I always will. I already forgive her. I just hope that with time, she will forgive me. I miss her, more than I can ever express.